Withered

Today has not been a good day.
First email that was waiting to be read started the ball rolling.
I don’t even know what I want anymore. Or what I need. What I had or what could be.

My senses have been smashed apart.
Sometimes the best laid plans turn awry. And now I miss laughing at my own frustrations.

I cheated myself and I feel...

Birdy said, "You error".

Yeah, how true. Me error. Me error indeed.