I'm back and that circus feeling is oh so familiar...

I can go on without nicotine when I'm on leave.

I can go on without nicotine during the weekends.

I can go on without nicotine when I'm on a holiday.

Once, I even went cold turkey for 9 months with no craving sensation. The need for a stick after a good meal (only smokers will understand this), didn't even hit me.

But once I'm back at work, it's a whole different story.

My job is making me puff away. This is no excuse. Seriously.

In a bid to reduce the killing of my lungs further, I am chewing away my aggravations with the new orange flavoured gum by Clorets. *chew chew chew*