I Use Drugs & I *Heart Sad Love Songs

For you I was a flame
Love is a losing game
Five story fire as you came
Love is a losing game

Why do I wish I never played?
Oh what a mess we made
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game

Played out by the band
Love is a losing hand
More than I could stand
Love is a losing hand

Self professed... profound
Till the chips were down
Know you’re a gambling man
Love is a losing hand

Though I’m rather blind
Love is a fate resigned
Memories mar my mind
Love is a fate resigned

Over futile odds
And laughed at by the Gods
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game

Under house arrest, I have been drugged with Amy, Sally, antibiotics and steroids. Amy's Back to Black album has been in the loop incessantly together with Sally's 'A Woman's Weakness' and I don't know why. I don't even wanna try and figure this one out. I blame the heavy dosage of medication. Hey, when you're on medication every 15 mins and 4 hourly, you'll be open to anything.

This is why animals should not be drugged and caged. Because humans go crazy when they are.

He left no time to regret
Kept his dick wet
With his same old safe bet
Me and my head high
And my tears dry
Get on without my guy
You went back to what you knew
So far removed from all that we went through
And I tread a troubled track
My odds are stacked
I'll go back to black
We only said good-bye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to...
I go back to us