It's Monday. I shall let the lyrics speak...

You've seen life through distorted eyes
You know you had to learn
The execution of your mind
You really had to turn

The race is run the book is read
The end begins to show
The truth is out, the lies are old
But you don't want to know

Nobody will ever let you know
When you ask the reasons why
They just tell you that you're on your own
Fill your head all full of lies

The people who have crippled you
You want to see them burn
The gates of life have closed on you
And now there's just no return
No one, no one nobody...

Sick and tired and sleepless
With no one else to shine for
Sick of all my distress but I won't show you
Something here's so wrong

Nothing is complete, nowhere to belong
Symptoms are so deep
I think I'd better stay here on my own
So spare me if you please...

As always, I shall hope for the best but be prepared for the worst.
What else can I do???
The dice is with you and I feel like a fool.