Darn Me

Arrrrrrrrrrgghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

I accidentally deleted it! @$#%%!!$$ My new posting!?! *clenching fists**stomping feet**banging table**knocking head on the wall*

I gave up. Too lazy to try and remember and reconstruct . The words shall remain locked up in the confines of my mind. It was a sign. Not meant to be published.

Another day but the same complicated mind...and there lies another love of hope's design...

Just don't know what to do with myself. Anyone has any suggestions? What's the solution to being more simple minded? To not wanting more that you can chew. To being complacent. To not being a fully loaded think tank. To being as BD puts it 'Happy Happy'.

I need sleep but I refuse to and I have no idea why. Been telling myself to catch up on my sleep for the past one hour ago but here I am. Too stubborn for my own good and tomorrow, I shall be whining again on how sleepy I am when I could have gotten more rest the night before.

Sigh...I give up on me. I need some re-formatting. I am shutting down for the day. This time for real.